I'd be exhausted if I tried to write all this stuff down, and I really don't have the patience or discipline to write novel length stuff. The only reason I got as far as I did with my Xena fanfic was becasue I loved that show in the early days, and I had lots of encouragement. Once the love fizzled and the encouragement was no longer available, I couldn't even find the discipline to finish it. It's still languishing on my website, and it looks like Xena and Gabrielle will never get further than a kiss. Sigh.